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Wednesday, April 4, 2012 Wednesday, April 04, 2012

It's been some time since I last blogged.
But I hv no one to talk to about what I'mma gonna whine next bcos it's kinda lame and vv trivial stuff.

I purely think it's alright to post that bday post on his wall.
Thinking not much that it isn't bigga deal. Apparently not.

After a lash of "reprimanding" from him. It was then i realize it was a big deal to him.
Even so. I waited for him to do something like "liked it" or say a "thank you" but hopes were dashed when he lied.

After i "forced" him to do so.
He only said a "thanks love!" and that's it.

I must be crazy and seriously childish bcos i went to compare his treatment to me and to that Ms V. Well i must admit. He seems happier w a simple and short wishes from someone once special to him.

Despondent and totally heartbroken after all th' things I did for him.
I'd deleted th post away.

It was so foolish.
Totally locking this heartbreak feeling away. Forever.



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